No idea....

My life with friends has been on a roller coaster lately. I just don’t know what I am doing wrong. When I confided in a friend, he said I’m just thinking too much and being a paranoid and overly sensitive. Maybe I am. Guess it’s time to be selfish. Weird, whenever I make a decision like this I still always get back to square one. Wish I had a punching bag with me to punch me back to reality each time I try to turn back the old sensitive me ways.

But one thing I’m happy is that, when I talk it out in a more relaxed way, things get solved rather than add some minor injuries like headache in the head and heart ache. I’m just typing here and not sure what this blog is all about……..